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Friday, February 15, 2008
hmm.
so it was vday yesterday.
had a huge fight with the mother--i'm not speaking to her now..
sometimes i just find her so ridiculous i don't even bother to fight my case.
i really envy all my friends and they all seem to have great relationships with their parents, mums esp.
sometimes i enjoy other pple's parents' company, more than mine.
not that there was any to begin with.
had a terrible vday.
fought with the mother,again.
tried to go out to study but i couldn't concentrate...
walked from sgoon gardens to east coast.
it was a damn long walk.
cried on the way there, think all the ppl who saw me thought i was like...weird or sth.
walked past many places that brought back tons of memories. marineparade cc--where me and lingying would mug at the starbucks tt used to be there...
walked to vj....i rmb the gate where i had to climb over so many times cos i had trg...rmbed when mal would come and pick me hm... walked to east coast...where i rmb i used to run there and sit at the breakwater..and just think.
walked back to parkway...walked ard and see tat nothing much has changed. went to sam's pets..i used to go there to see the dogs, and they would brighten up my day. well, it failed cos i went to see the dogs and started tearing.
i wanted to call someone, or wanted someone, anyone to just call me.
but i found myself looking at my phone and nth happened.
one of my close friends sorta said that its a state of mind.
u can choose how u feel.
well. to that friend, you DONT understand what i'm going thru.
i'm not just feeling the blues cos i'm not with anyone.
its just everything... sigh. u dont get me.
well. u know how just an sms can totally change your mood?
thanks yunqi. you really made my day ((:
sigh. dunno what i'm ranting abt. i've just been kinda down and alone...
i sure hope it passes by quickly.
its tiring to cry.
posted by sharonk on
5:55 PM