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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Many things have happened over the last wk or so.
it takes a crisis to make people take stock of their lives and relationships.
for me personally, i'm starting to treat my family better, cos they may just be taken away anytime.
It also taught me that i have much to give to people who need care.
I used to think i'll buckle under such situations, probably run away cos i won't know what to do or say.But by the grace of God, i found my strength to show my concern and i found myself wanting to do more.

to my dear friend : take strength in God's love. though its really hard, He's always there for you with open arms. Hang onto Jesus and you'll be just fine (:

finally dug up my Avalon cd that malcolm gave me like, 4 yrs ago? and lent it to Jasmine (=
I totally agree with whit, its like, divine appts all the time! like how i met yonghui in church....it sort of helped me to talk things out...cleared certain stuff.. gave me a reality check..
and now, out of the blue, jas asked me about the song "everything to me" so i went to dig it up frm -the orange box- haha. damn i really shld mail it to him HAHAHA.
it did (for a split moment) give me a sense of nostalgia (dots right)... yet, i didn't feel sad, or emo or angsty (did u hear. i'm like, listening and bobbing to the HAIRSPRAY soundtrack!)...
but i felt worried abt him. not in a "iloveyoustillandwannagetback" kinda way, but more of a very concerned friend.
Then i remembered that i bought him the very same Avalon cd for christmas 4 yrs back cos i wanted him to know Jesus... i've heard he accepted...but...i have my doubts. and i'm genuinely concerned about his walk with God.

This whole "finding the cd" thing has caused me to think and reflect. the little things that you do for anyone...can have a tremendous impact on pple. it may not be now..but it will happen. God's ways are higher than man's.

so yeah, mal, if you're reading this. i'm worried. worried about your spiritual and physical health. It's a touchy situation (with regards to yanli) but i'll wait. call me soon ya? if you can. or need a friend.
i pray that God's love will be with you. (:

so on to other things.
i bought a new CAMERA!! my 21st bday pressie to myself! yay!
its the sony 12.1 megapixel one (:
have yet to use it tho... but its so pretty! hahaha


anyway, birthday party's coming up! i'm so happy my vj classmates are coming! i can't wait to see them lar! prep is almost done...now its...getting the hair+dress done! sigh. anyone knows where to get nice unique dresses? anw my clothes dont fit well anymore! i think i'm shrinking!! like height and width! (thanks matt for dramatising my shrinking size ever so clearly on sunday brudder! -.-")

and..
i have been neglecting my ah boy!!! so sorryy! been so busy with school (yucks) and trying to clear my room (yucks) and church (YAY!) stuff...will try to spend more time with you this wk.



i'm talking about my rabbit, btw.


ciaos!

posted by sharonk on 10:30 AM