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Friday, February 23, 2007
trapped in my poison of a mind,
seeking unceasingly for any sort of escape.
at all.
if that's understood, then it's alright,
then everything will be alright.
but unseen, unheard..
you never did realize
please believe when i say
i really like happiness.
but it only lasts such a short span of time,
and the drop is sharp and painful.
tell me how it's supposed to be?
i hate this, everyday
sad excuse of a kid,
over-exposure of your heart will cause your downfall
and your ugly, ugly vulnerability
with consequences too extreme to handle.
be careful.
youre all so lucky.
so lucky and loved and happy and safe.
i dont for a day, wish to be me.
think i just need my own haven, security within myself.
ll find another way.
i promise you self, i wont let you down again
people have said i should have taken Arts, esp Lit...
well i guess, its too late to regret now isit.
i really love language, how it transcends many layers of human emotions,
how the little-lest word can cause u to feel a zillion things at once, like peeling the skin of an onion.
each new layer presents itself a new thing.
and when u finally have no more layers left,
you finally, finally realise who you are.
anyways, revision is at full steam,
sorry if i bite during this time..
:s
posted by sharonk on
12:35 PM