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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
today, i felt worse than fuck
so i went to wash my car and decided to give it a wax.
went under the multi-storey and stayed there for 3 hrs..
felt good polishing the car.
and everytime i rub the wax in,
it was like...rubbing my irritation away.
jinny came to help me out.
the snapple helped ease my fucky feelings away
(:
we then went to eat and slacked the damn day away.
met xh for dinner...came home..
basically today would have been a very happy day without the icky feelings.
at some points the feelings went away and then i actually had fun, then they'd come back again and i'd be kinda angry again.
yarh. i know i'm the one with the ISSUES.
so. its the new year.
2 0 0 7.
its been one very very special year, i entered uni, got really crappy a-level results,
got my heart broken by mal, our story could not be carried onto 2007, and everything we shared stopped in 2006, cried the most in my 20 yrs alive....
''so i ll drive so fucking far away that i ll never cross your mind,
and do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind.''
bye mal.
im getting tired of seeing myself in this state everytime this happens.
but most importantly, i've built upon my friendships.
i learnt alot in 2006, its damn impt to have loving supporting friends around.
it kinda does make life a little happier.
i'm glad i've stopped crying,
cos it was pissing even myself off.
but deep down inside i feel nothing like what i portray.
and although im burning and crumbling inside,
happy 2007 everyone, you all deserve to have a good year.
posted by sharonk on
1:36 AM