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Friday, October 20, 2006
nth's been happening lately..
everyday's been such a blur i can't seem to remember things to blog about.
hmm.
lets see..
i'm sick, again! down with the damned flu.
yikes, i'll like to blame it on the HAZE,
but neh, i think its the late nights, lack of sleep, the unhappiness in life and all other things mashed inbetween.
been having a bout of serious mood swings,
one moment i'll be happy laughing, and the next, i'll be crying uncontrollably cos my heart is aching so damn much.
i'm sorry hun, its too hard for me.. i know u say u'll be there, but..
i guess, somethings i've gotta handle by myself.
u keep asking how can u help? my answer is always the same, u can't..its me..its internal, i can;t even help myself.
so yar, dont blame yourself for not being able to help me...just, let me be.
sigh.
i hate feeling down and all.
i wish i don't have to feel.
i think that everybody (im not excused) is very screwed up one way or another.
but sometimes all we need to do is to learn to appreciate what we already have,
instead of longing after what we dont?
at times i think about a lot of weird funny things
and then i feel sad for all sorts of reasons.
i need to remember, that less is more.
less thoughts = more happiness.
sometimes i get sad.most of the time
it's cos of people. and their actions/ thinking/ lack of thinking.
even in a perfect place, there is imperfection.
posted by sharonk on
11:24 AM