Monday, September 18, 2006
Life sloshes you about at times.
The lessons learned in maturity aren't simple.
They go beyond the acquisition of information and skills.
You learn that self-pity and resentment are among the most toxic of drugs.
You learn to bear the things you can't change.
You learn that no matter what you do,
some people whom u just can't love - a lesson that is at first troubling, then relaxing.
With the slow realisation that I need God so much, so much;
and that striving to retain control over every aspect of my life by myself
can only exhaust and never satisfy.
Tired
.and i don't know why.
There is so much to write about,
every day is packed carefully with tonnes of love and ache and beauty and pain,
and we sit there and try to sift through each day with words but the words don't come.
blogs have cathartic purposes,
but that also makes them angsty,
and self-absorbed,
which annoys me terribly,
although they possibly aren't wrong to begin with.
SIGH.
Hey love, where you going to?
You're not sleeping anymore,
you're just trying to.
Stay love, where you running to?
Awful happens all the time, don't let it kill you.
"Hey Love" - Jason Mraz
posted by sharonk on
8:37 PM
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