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Friday, July 28, 2006
i dreamt of u.
you were holding me in your arms,
you asked me to take care of myself.
i asked you to stay but you say you cldn't.
i didn't want to let u go.
but u said you had to leave.
u slowly disappeared.
until i was holding nothing
and was left crying on my own.
watching ur shadow fade.
i woke up and i cried.
you said,
"Memories do fade. I will probably fade away from your life. You will one day no longer know who I am.
But until then, I will be around when you need me.
To wipe your tears. To lend a shoulder.
I will be around to comfort you until the day I am no longer needed.
Until the day I am rendered redundant in your life."
you were...
everything i held close to my heart,
my shelter from the bad of the world,
all the comfort peace and tranquility with you,
your warmth and the look in your eyes...
everything reminds me of u.
of us.
of what we cld have been.
u meant so much to me, i hope u knew that.
i miss u every single day.
there's so much i don't understand,
but hey,
i'm sure, one day,
i'll stop hurting.
u too will stop.
remember to appear after u disappear.
"and if i fall through these days that go by without cause,
just a sign that you're happy gives me the strength to go on."
posted by sharonk on
2:31 PM