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Sunday, March 05, 2006

and so it is.

sorry to all whom i started screaming when u asked me bout my grades.
esp bryan. sorry sorry!! i know u were just being concerned. didnt mean to yelp :(

its just.
so hard now.

i feel that i've disappointed my family, my friends..myself.
what ifs and should haves.
sigh
spang, i'm trying to be strong. really i am.
i thank God for friends who keep me sane and happy.
but the hard truth is,
i screwed up big time.
and nth is ever gonna change that.

mal,
i know u're so worried for me
and even if i don't say thankyou enough,
know that but your constant prayers, msgs and calls
are greatly appreciated.

thanks for believing in me, always telling me that God has a plan for everything,
to not worry.
and for always reminding me that even if the world fails me,
there's always God..and you to be my punching bag [n prob tissue paper :s]


right now.
i just need to know
why.

posted by sharonk on 5:28 PM